my story

My soul felt the calling to transmute my fear into love. 

For years, I was the woman who didn't know a healthy love, who felt disconnected in sex and who couldn't trust God. I was afraid of the pain so I didn't know pleasure. I ran from intimacy with myself, so I couldn't reach it with my partners. This deep disconnect with my body was a slippery slope into chronic illness, an eating disorder and a hate for my body.

I didn't know what to do about any of this, where to begin, or what was "wrong." I stumbled my way through doctors, therapists, coaches. Each time I got a little closer, but was left feeling lost and confused. 

Then, THAT day came. People like to call this “the dark night of the soul.” I had enough. I got down on my knees and gave it all to God. Nothing was going to change unless I changed. So I did, and I went all in. This illuminated the way for me to transform my wounds into wisdom and come out the other side. 

My call to God was my call to action. 

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I am a woman willing to face herself
out of her devotion to God.

Everything finally started to make sense. I had realized that my path wasn’t “traditional.” It wasn’t the same as everyone else’s. It wasn’t what was familiar or what I had been taught it would look like. 

I became the person God sent me here to be. A woman willing to walk through the darkness and come out knowing I can have it all. A woman who surrendered, not because she gave up, but because she leaned in - to love, to life, to her body, to God.