I am your messenger as you turn the shame around your body into stewardship of the temple that houses the Holy Spirit.
My mission is to lead you through the fog of pain as you find your way back to God, leaving you feeling clear and confident in continuing your walk with Him, without the need of any more external resources.
Meet
Mattie
Isaiah 6:8
my story
My soul knew to keep seeking even when my body was tired.
For years, I was the woman who didn't know a healthy love, who felt disconnected in my body and like I couldn't trust God. I was afraid of the pain so I didn't know peace. I ran from intimacy with myself, so I couldn't reach it in relationships. This numbness was a slippery slope into chronic illness, an eating disorder and a hate for my body.
I didn't know where to begin or what was "wrong." I couldn't even trust my decisions anymore. I stumbled my way through doctors, therapists, coaches, even different faiths. Each time I got a little closer, but was left feeling lost and confused.
Then, THAT day came. People like to call this “the dark night of the soul.” I had enough. I got down on my knees and gave it all to God. Nothing was going to change unless my heart did, so I went all in.
My call to Jesus was my call to action.
The way was illuminated for me to transform my wounds into wisdom.
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me
I am a woman willing to face herself out of her devotion to God.
The endless seeking was over. I finally found peace. I realized that my path wasn’t what was familiar or what I had believed it would look like.
I became the person God sent me here to be. A woman willing to walk through the darkness and come out feeling present and purposeful. A woman who surrendered, not because she gave up, but because she leaned in - to Jesus.
Three days of sisterhood and cultivating an intimate relationship with Jesus through scripture, somatic practices, activities and acts of service in the destination of your choice.
A six-week ministry for women who desire to melt away shame and turn their body into a vessel of service and worship for God surrounded by sisters in Christ.
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