I am your guide as you heal your relationship with self, partner and God.
My mission is to guide + support you through the full spectrum of pain and pleasure, leading you through transformative mind, body, and spirit practices that uncover the deepest truths of who you are at your core. I turn "the work" of self-growth and relationship challenges into rituals of self-love and sacred union.
Meet
Mattie
servant of love.
my story
My soul chose to come to Earth to face fear and transmute it into love.
For years, I was the woman who didn't know a healthy love, who felt disconnected in sex and who couldn't trust God. I was afraid of the pain so I didn't know pleasure. I ran from intimacy with myself, so I couldn't reach it with my partners.
I didn't know what to do about any of this, where to begin, or what was "wrong." I stumbled my way through doctors, therapists, coaches. Each time I got a little closer, but was left feeling lost and confused.
Then, THAT day came. People like to call this “the dark night of the soul.” I had enough. I got down on my knees and gave it all to God. Nothing was going to change unless I changed it. So I did, and I went all in. This illuminated the way for me to transform my wounds into wisdom and come out the other side.
My call to God was my call to action.
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me
I am a woman of devotion. A woman willing to face herself.
Everything finally started to make sense. I had realized that my path wasn’t “traditional.” It wasn’t the same as everyone else’s. It wasn’t what was familiar or what I had been taught it would look like.
I became the person I was looking for. A woman willing to walk through the darkness and come out knowing I can have it all. A woman who surrendered, not because she gave up, but because she leaned in - to love, to life, to God, to herself.